Today is July 10th, 2012. It's been like a month since I created this three-phase challenge for myself. I've had an absolutely devastating past two weeks. Words can't even put my experience into perspective. On the bright side, I finally got my depression/anxiety medication filled with the dose increased by about 10mg. I'm pretty sure my body just got used to the other medication, and I felt like crap because I wasn't getting the things I needed. We just got it today, I still haven't taken the pill for today, but I am excited to see how things turn out. This weekend is Eaton Days, where I get to spend the entire weekend with my best friend Jasmyn. It's going to be nice to see all my friends from school. Hopefully they will all be just as excited to see me!
I don't think I'm to the extreme of being bipolar, but I definitely think I have insane mood changes. I feel better today than I did yesterday. It has a lot to do with the fact that I am just a girl and we have crazy moody times, so I definitely think that is a part of why I've been so bad especially the last week or so. Anyways, I'm on a little adrenalin high right now, and I thought it would be really nice to post again.
I can't even believe how many views I have on this blog daily. Even when I wasn't posting, I still had people constantly checking up on me. I know I don't show it all the time, but I am a very thankful person, and no matter who you are or how close we are, I do appreciate you reading my blog posts. I hope I motivate you and I hope you someday too can find the courage to change your life.
Because the last two weeks have been so bad, I've been thinking a lot about this blog. I've been thinking that I hope I didn't let anyone down by not posting for so long, and I hope that you understand. I want to impress you guys with my words and my actions, but most importantly, I want to impress myself by following through with what I say!
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I am the reason why I am overweight. No one made me do it. I did this to myself. I am the reason why I will be healthy and fit one day. No one can do it for me. I will do it because I know I can.
