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| This is just one of the many great people I became very close with this year. She is such an amazing person, and she has changed so much since elementary school. Miyela, I know I don't tell you this all the time, but I love you from the bottom of my heart. No matter what happens with us, I always have and always will have your back. You are a beautiful person inside and out. I am honored to call you one of my best friends! |
Brady was seriously being such a nuisance. He definitely redefines terrible two's, that's for sure.
Also, it hailed and rained terribly in Eaton last night, and I was honestly scared for my life. We were under a tornado watch, then a tornado warning, then a severe thunderstorm warning, then a flash-flood warning. It was an absolutely crazy evening and I didn't appreciate it one bit. I'm just like Ronnie in so many ways I guess. I was so scared last night, you have no idea. Brady, Mom, Jordan, and I all were in the basement for awhile. Then, all of a sudden, our ceiling down there started leaking terribly, and I had to go upstairs to get a bucket and some towels. You wouldn't believe how loud it was upstairs. Over the noise, however, I could just hear my heart pounding out of my chance. I don't recall ever being so scared in my entire life. I was in a panic, and I just wanted it all to be over. I don't know if you know this about me, but when I'm really upset, I have a tendency to always close my eyes. Whenever the situation becomes too overwhelming and I feel like I just can't take it anymore, I close my eyes and dream of a better place. Whether it's awfully stormy outside, I'm getting yelled at by my mom, my friends are betraying me one by one, my dad is showing his true colors, or I'm beating myself up inside, closing my eyes takes me away from the situation. It makes me feel so much better to see the dark inside of my eyelids, and to feel a sense of security. It's actually hard to explain, and it seems as though Ronnie and I are the only two people I know that do that when we are upset.
I'm listening to this song right now, and it's surprisingly very beautiful.
